Heed the warning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hello (first blog)

I doubt i'm the only one who ever thinks about this but...................... Am i the only one who ever gets stuck wondering how the fuck i even got into a strange situation with a girl and thought how the hell am i supposed to figure out whats going on.

for example not too long ago i was having a fling with this girl in my school. i won't lie, I was sprung  but i always had a feeling this chick is gonna fuck my heart up!!!! Sure enough she did and when i decided i'm tired of this BS she came back apologizing for it saying she would let it go if i did the same thing. if there was one of those smileys/emoticons popping in my head at that exact moment it would have looked like this:

yeah inside i was laughing deeply thinking why after you can see i found someone else do you decide you want me back . she tried that whole if you still want me you can have me thing and brushed it off and stuck to my guns. later that month my friend dared me to lead her on and i thought about and decided to give it a shot. It never quite worked but i think she still has the idea in her head that i want her. but that is for another time